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Life is the same as death just a test
i must do my best
for i regret many things
i only bring pain for im mentally insane
please dont forget my name
you cant because im so very strange
i am scary even mad will i ever be glad
i have no dad i have no life
death is my friend till the end
life gets in the way
so let my soul stay away
do not stray into the light
pay me your life use the knife
make you out of seight
yeah thats right feel my might
feel my pain for i am insane life is just a game
and im so very strange
you cant rearrange my mind
ill never be fine
i just need a sign i cant even
see the lines you cant be mine
key me in the heart
i was already dead from the start
iall i see is red
stab me in the head im better dead
away from you so take me away soon
let me cry let me die
the moon has a dark mist
and you know what im pissed
i always miss the heart
its just so tangled from the start
its mangaled
rangle up the troops
whip me up some to
dont see me thats fine
your as worthless as a dime
never will be mine
in time you will see deceased everywhere
dead corpse on the stairs but no one
really cares all they want is to get there
away from me cant you see they
stop and stare how do they dare
pow pow to there brain for i am insane
can never get in the right lane
my main like in life
is to die so here i lay and then i say
starting today i will make others
wish they didnt lie
i will make them cry
pain i can take
i love hate
my name is Taya
im not sane
dont forget my name
i am crazy not lazy
i am mad never glad
ussually sad others say im rade
yet all i do is have rage
is that okay
Rue the day you were born
cause now your heart has been torn
others morn for your lost
it was such a little cost
much of the time i sit i stay
not wanting to go away i stray in this world
im such a lonely girl
so i give the knife a twirl in the air
i dont care
my skin tears so i stare
i was prepared for this
im not pissed or mad
im simply glad
i am dead
yet still messed up in the head yes thats what i said
life is just a game and im mentally insane