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hi...
lately, i've been thinking about how little I feel like he feels about me. In other words, i've been wondering about how, much he really cares about me...i feel like he doesn't really care. Maybe i expect too much...i'm selfish.
everything is so out of place, and i wish i could just re-build everything and put the pieces together...either there's too many pieces, or i'm that blind to the answer.
a friend was telling me about her time together with her ex...she was telling me about how when they were together, he called every night, told her everyday how much he loved her, and how pretty she was. While she was listing all of these things he did for her, i couldn't help thinking, even briefly, but long enough to torture my mind now, he doesn't do that...