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Well, little bit later and that place I hit on my ankle has indeed become a bruise...
Something has been bothering me lately. There is a guy that I though liked me, and when I talk to him I am good... if it is text or fb. For some reason in person he is just... too much... too over the top. I need a quiet or somewhat quiet person. And otherwise similar interests, similar views. But just can't deal with being near too long. I feel like a real a**... Maybe it is because I have been through so much lately... Could be.. He's just too overbearing. Can't have two clingy people in a relationship, or I haven't seen it...

Idk, I still feel like an a**. But the other night he told me not to change, to be me, and that the right person will come along at the right time for me. And that he would defend me if someone gave me troubles. I know what he really was after. I know. And I feel bad that I just didn't share the same level of feeling. Maybe it was too soon?

I really don't know why I am rambling like this on here. No one reads it, which is probably good for me at least.

Anyway.
Later