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Forget what I said about cute guy. He is slightly unstable. He kept texting then posting all over my wall. Commenting and then flirting with a friend of mine. Idk what he wanted but when I asked around, he wasn't into being a stable partner, which is what I need.
Well, I may say something someday or may come right out if he starts talking at me again and ask his intentions.
The other thing is that I feel bad. I guess that I am starting to have a crush on my friend. He is so loud and so... for the lack of a better and more graceful term...white.
Idk, he's a lot like my dad, maybe that is it. The funny thing is that I could get him to do almost anything. It's rather sad actually, that I can't understand how I feel. I just wish that when I was around him that he would calm down, relax. He makes me look stoned. I think that I will chat/text/hang out with him until I can decide. My parents think I'm crazy, but I guess that I just need time to see what I want.