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This house you call a home. Drugs.You pull your hair out screaming at your horrors.What is heaven but somthing to look for? Baby won't you hold me closer,the only thing left is you.It's all forever the same.And yet I can never stop?! What was that dream lastnight? I think you were in it We were in a crowd of people. But you were screaming, "I'm not a robot!" No one could hear you.I saw a group of people,there greed shining like the beast we are.The girl must have been twelve?Her eyes had no fear.Heh, Smart girl.They laughed it off and walked away.She saw me watching her and ran.I felt a tear running.Fly.Fly like so few do.I breathed in,back out.Walls.So many walls i must never break.I turned to see the machines looking at me with there dead eyes. Head high.Power.the power to never completly fall down.My hand in my lovers.Lets run Back to our cave of walls.This air is dark.This hate is full of pain.Close your eyes with me and only feel my hand.lets join our walls forever and always.That is all my life has left.

What is a dream but what you think life is? Or want it to be?What colors you see in somthing?What pain or joy? There are beautiful people in the world hiding in there cave of wonders.We all must come out and be that beautiful person.Maybe if we all just dreamed of what we want life to be it would become so.Just never took our minds off that future we dream for.Well i'm going for it. Join me won't you?