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You stare into that empty space that use to be full and you wonder, what went wrong? Sometimes it leaves you restless, sometimes it leaves you devastated and you wonder, what went wrong? You wonder if you should feel that way which gets you into a whole new episodes of emotions and questions, which once again make you wonder what went wrong? So you sit with yourself not sure if you should do something about it or simply let it rot inside of you, yet at the same time theres a constant burning there that will never leave you. Now this would be a rhetorical question for most some because they know others because they don't want to know but in the end it's all the same. So somedays I'm fine others, I can't sleep, and then there are the days I drown myself in music, and as expected from music it changes one's feeling, what did this have anything to do with what I'm talking about? Well I find that I had put that unending flame out, and then you hear the words that seem so poetic and horrific at how corny they are, and that flame can burn out or explode into an inferno, and thus the latter happend to me...So now I ask myself, What went wrong?