November 24
i told my brother about who actually made him into a hybrid it was our father named Kyren. i thought maybe Mas's memory would return after a couple of weeks after the attack but it didn't. i feel horrible because i did not tell him about him. i shouldn't have assumed thought since we are different form each other. my brother has a heart beat but does not eat human food.i have no heartbeat but i eat food and thrive for blood.
He wants to get bitten by a shape shifter so he can shape shift. i'm scared that it will tamper with his Dna but i do not know. i can only wish the best will come out of it.i hesitated yestarday when we met the shape shifter. but if my brother really wants this i wont stop him. i had to kill my first person that i accidently bit four years ago when i couldn't control my hunger. he wanted to die even though i did not want to kill him because life is so precious. but he didn't beleive that and wanted to die but i couldn't take someones life and tried helping him but after he kept trying to attack me i gave him a home and left him.then two days ago he sent one of his drudge to kill me. i felt horrible when he asked me the same question and this time i had to do it for him and i can not forgive myself even tough that was his final wish. i am sorry tyren really i am and i hope you are in a better place where you are happy.
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