I want to call him, but I know I shouldn't. He's in a different country and we've gone over how much it costs me and him for the call. I want to cuddle with him, but that's not possible right now. I want to cry, but my head is telling me that'd be stupid. There's nothing tears could fix right now other than the pounding pain. I don't know what he's doing, but I'm hoping it's something good... or important... or at least okay... I want to stop being like this, but I don't have a gun. I hate mood swings, they end too many lives. I'm not looking forward to work tomorrow, but I'll have to deal with it. I want him to be there right now. But he's not.
Nik_Eighteen Souls United Community Member 
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