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So yesterday, Dec. 10, I went on a walk with this guy, who I like, and we held hands and played on the lake. And I do mean on, because it was frozen. And you could hear the ice cracking farther off, and two or three times you could hear it crack and then it cracked all the way up by us so we had to jump off that spot of ice because it was a weak point. He fell alot too, but in my defense, he's clumsy.
So anyways sounds all fun right? Well no not so much because when I got back, my mother told me and my grandparents that one of my siblings have a brain tumor. A brain tumor. We don't know if it's malignent, well I don't because I stopped listening. But yeah, I might lose one of my baby sisters. And they're only seven, they already have the odds stacked against them on living normaly, now one of them might not even get to live. What am I supposed to do? I've already been preached to by a friend, and though I do believe God, how can I when he would allow this to happen? I don't care if Satan did this either, God could've stopped him, could've protected her.






**2015 EDIT**
>Insert major palm to face action right now<

(Except for that last bit of course)