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I know it's unfair of me to be freaked out by your dreams.
I can't get mad at you for wanting to chase them,
But I just hope you can see this from my view too.

I can't fathom being unable to hold you, already.
Even though most nights I can't, I at least can remember how good it feels right now. I can at least look forward to it, for right now.

But when you're all the way up there... god, i don't even want to think about it.
I know you have to do this, but I'm afraid.
Please don't think I'm trying to stop you. I'll never stop you.
I'll always support you and hope for the best...

But when you find happiness there with someone new,
And when you make it big and I'm just a distant memory barely worth a verse
Well... I can't even tell you how I'll feel because just imagining it now is making me cry.

I just don't want to spend two years so far away from you,
Because a lot can happen in two years.
But I guess a lot can happen in two months as well, because a lot already has.

I'm just so lost.
How are we going to do all these great things when you'll never be around?
We won't. But I guess its better I face that fact now rather than later.

As long as I can have some time with you, right?
I wonder when I'll see you when you're up there.

Is Greensboro going to become the new OBX?
Where everyone is worthless... and will I be part of everyone?
Will you want nothing to do with me, or will I manage to be that one person you carry with you into the next place?

Who knows. I just want to sleep and forget about this conversation tonight.