So back on the 22nd of January, I lost my 79 year old grandmother. I felt horrible, because for the past year, I had avoided going to see her because she was no longer in her right mind. It hurt to see her not like herself. I figured she would at least stick around a few more years, but no. Blood clots in her legs and lungs saw to that. And they decided not to have her resuscitated, because she said long ago not to keep her around...
My mother was there, and alone, when it happened in the hospice, because my selfish sister was too lazy and sleepy to go back to the room with her. And I was too scared to stay too. My God, I feel so bad... my sweet grandmother, I don't have her anymore. I miss her so much. And just like I thought, I'm crying while trying to type this. I didn't want this to go by without me saying anything... I wish I would've spent more time with her... now I can only hope I see her again when my life is done.
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3/19/10
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