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There aren't many words that need to be said. When you've tried your best to be a good friend only to have it thrown back in your face the multitude of times over you just give up. I offered you my friendship, you all but slapped me in the face. I gave you support only for you to steal my energy. I've stood up for you only to have you run away when I needed someone to stand up for me. I leant my shoulder for you to cry on only to have you scoff at my own tears. I treated you as family only to get burned.

So all in all, I'm done. Spent. There is no way for me to get back the 1.5 years I had wasted on a one sided friendship. You call yourself intuitive - I'd call it blind to your own faults. You see only what you want to see and I'm tired. I've been tired for a while now. I don't need your friendship. But I know you need mine. I couldn't walk away before because I'd always question whether it was the best choice but now I know that I have now achieved what I denied myself a long time ago. I can walk my own path on my own - you delude yourself to think I need you to help me.

The friends I have are family. I gave you the privilege and you were thoughtless enough to burn the candle at two ends. But it's your loss. i never needed you - I was just too nice to say it.

これから、こんなにわがまま人になってもいいか？　友達の事はさようならに言って、私は出かけるぞ.