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I just feel like typing this. My pent up anger is now coming out. I don't know what the anger is from. I just felt angry on my way home from my friends. Perhaps it's because all of my friends have or had someone to love or be with. I've never had that. I had a chance I think but I never took it. I might be angry at that. I wish I had karate tonight to let some of this angry out. I have it tomorrow but it's stripe testing. Still 2 more years until I get my first degree black belt. I might start training now. I also hate it when people give my number out to people with out my approval. ******** pisses me off. My friends girl friend sees me as a brother but sometimes I just want to be left alone. Once a loner, always a loner I suppose. I just wish people would under stand that instead of getting pissed off at me because I don't want to talk.