okay well i have a new post for ya all =w=but this is more of a vent then a story.For a few day's iv been upset to be honest everything is real for me is fine.It's more about my gaia life right now.Two things have been making me sad. this vent more towards the feeling iv been trying to hide for the past few days :/ the other thing im dealing with well i just didnt want to bring that up right now. So anyway ill be posting story tomorrow. Its not a new one.But i took it off of my journal a while bk. And i need to repost it so yeah. also my gaia son weezy has started doing raps 8D you check out his work and sub him 8D http://www.gaiaonline.com/journal/?mode=view&u=15449639
I always wondered to myself ever since that event occured a few years back.If you would do it agian,.. it hurt me alot and i know its been a while since that happend but the same you acted before is how your acting now.Maybe i am just overreacting.But i just cant help but feel shes trying to take you away from me.I just cant help it since that happend before it could happen again right?Yeah it sure could.I love you and i dont want it to happen again but it seems you want her more then me.My heart is aching to tell you how i feel.But i guess i just dont know how you will react so im scared.So maybe one of these day's i will tell you maybe one of these days i wont be so scared.Even tho you told me i can tell you anything.I dont know what my problem is you say i can trust you And i do but i feel like shes taking my place.I cant do anything other then just stand there and watch it all happen so maybe you want her more then me?have u ever thought of that?And right now im more scared then i have been in a while because i feel like you want her not me.
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