How do you tell someone that you still love them? How do you tell someone that you want them back? How do you tell someone that your heart aches every time you look into their eyes? How do you tell someone that you want to reach out and take them by the hand and hold onto it with all your might because it is the last thing anchoring you to a world in which you are at your happiest moments? How do you tell her that your heart beats one hundred and twenty times in your chest every minute that you spend thinking about them? How do you tell her that you haven't stopped thinking about her for every minute of every day since you disappeared from her life? How do you tell her that you won't be able to stop thinking about her for years to come? How do I tell her that looking in her eyes captivates me in a way that body has to remind itself to breath? How do I tell her that even though I'm the one who turned his back on her, that every moment since my heart shatters into smaller pieces? How do I tell her that I'm afraid that the wind will change direction and scatter my heart into the wind, never to be pieced back together? How do I tell you that I still love you so much that I have to use every fiber of my being not to tremble and crumble to the ground when I'm near you? How do I tell you that even though I feel you deserve so much more that I still want to be your one and only? How do I tell you that I still want to be the one next to you when you fall asleep at night, holding you close to keep the cold away, so that it's my beating heart you drift to sleep listening to? How do I tell you that in the end I feel like I made the worst mistake of my life by running away from you? How do I take back the time I lost? How do I go back to that day and stop myself from leaving you? How do I amend for the pain I caused you? I don't deserve you and I am not the right man for you.... but.... I miss you so much....
 Count_Whiskers · Sun Jul 22, 2012 @ 04:47am · 1 Comments |
