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Is it okay that I'm upset?
Anthony moved out. That's fine and dandy.
My dad underhandedly called me fat for about ten minutes. Not so dandy.
And the guy I like a lot is starting to shy away from me. Correction. The guy I'm dating is already starting to shy away from me because he can't handle the 200 mile distance and the fact that I don't text like I talk. At all.
I feel absolutely rejected.
I even got denied the apartment I was trying for.
I just don't get it.
If I can't figure out my money now, I probably can't afford gas to go to school.
If we didn't live out in the ******** BOONIES I'd be PERFECTLY ******** FINE.
I'd probably have even ridden a bus in America too.
I'm just completely emotionally exhausted. And I have work tomorrow from 9:45am until I believe 3:15pm. I'm not even in the mood or emotionally stable enough to go out and try to be friendly, smiling and happy and sell products that people don't need to them...
I'm just....
so... tired of it all.