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I don't know what to do anymore I feel empty inside almost as if I was but I am I know it I don't like this dark place I have become lost in I have lost all ties to reality and sanity. All I feel is nothing no emotion and I don't like it all I do is think and yet my memories become black and it gets harder to remember them as if I never had them. I don't like this dark place where I am I want to leave but I don't know how and no one can pull me from it maybe I am supposed to have this maybe it's my punishment my judgement I almost want to say I deserve this but at the same time I want to leave. I have no emotion anymore and I can't feel anything but even I know in my cold emptying mind this isn't good I have no clue what to do other then stay in this place waiting for one day to find my way out or die and never find the way oh well like I previously said maybe it's my punishment. I won't even waist anymore of your time if you have even read this far or even read this don't feel sad for me because I won't care I won't know how to respond I will just sit there empty and wondering why you are wasting your time and most likely who you are because like I said all memories are darkening and getting harder to see and remember almost as if I never had them.