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Dream Journal Note: I just lied to my ex-friend why I didn't want to be their friend anymore. I didn't want to hurt their feelings or make them feel guilty so I made it seem like it was all my end why I didn't want to be their friend anymore. They ignored me for too long and I just couldn't take it anymore.

In a recent dream I saw them again. He looked at me and saw something in my eyes. He said "You... You really hate me don't you?" And I nodded. He really broke my trust and I refuse to let him near me now. He knew that in the dream. He was hurt by seeing that, but he knew it was his fault and no amount of apologies and then going back to his normal behavior would be enough.