Why is it so hard for me to ask out a girl that I talk to everyday. I have no problem talking to her. I can ask her anything, tell her anything. I just can't muster up the courage to ask her out. I think she may even like me too, witch makes it worse. cause if she does and I never ask her, what would happen?
every once in a while I'll catch her looking at me.
over a year ago. sometime back in august(2011). She had dumped her boyfriend of a few years. I tried to ask her out then but, I had very bad timing. I should have listen to what some people had told me and give her time. I also said stuff that was very stupid of me to say. I kind of made her a little mad.
I think she's over that but because of how it all happened I'm scared to ask her any thing that has to do with it. even asking her out has a little to do with it. that may be why I am so scared of what she'll say.
Over the last couple months we have been talking a lot more. I have heard of a saying that goes something like this.
Finding the person beautiful on the inside and the outside will not matter.
well, I've fallen for whats on the inside. When I very first met here I thought she was very pretty. Then last year when all this happened I was just smitten with her. Now I don't really care about anything else but her. I love her personality, I love her smile. I try to make her smile everyday. I can spend all day just being next to her. talking to her.
This may sound funny but I don't care if when shes old shes ugly. I don't care if anything happens to her that makes her look ugly. I will still love her no matter how she looks. she will always be beautiful to me.
I'm just having a hard time trying to build up the courage to ask her. other things that factor in are. Do I really want to take the chance to ruin the friendship we have with asking her.
I have found many saying that tell how I feel and what goes through my mind everyday.
honestly I can't stop thinking about her. She's the only thing on my mind. she on my mind 24/7. the only real time she is not on my mind is when I'm asleep but then I dream about her some times.
