im being such a coward right now.
i don't know when to quit.
.-.
i give up on being positive.
s**t.
its so hard.
unless i can talk to him and skype with him again
this sadness and depression won't end
; n ;
i'm dyingggg
aggghhhhh
why did i say that.
that stupid paragraph.
i just had to type it.
i'm an idiot.
i'll keep degrading myself until
i know that
he probably has already moved on.
idk.
i did say it was on pause.
agh.
i can't stop these stupid thoughts of the happy days.
rereading out conversations from the past...
like i said
i'm a sucker for love.
its nice to see he's a bit happy though.
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I used to use this from lyrics and stupid things,
but now all I know is that i can use it for my frustrations,
since I can't really trust anyone. Why not just pull up a chair and sit on it? I don't mind people reading my life. Go for it.
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