Why is it so awkward to talk to you? I really like being friends with you, but every time I see you send me a message online, I feel like there's a stone in my stomach, and I get really self-conscious about what I'm saying to you. If I had never made the connection that you were the boy I met on tumblr before school started, it definitely wouldn't be awkward.
If you hadn't sent me vaguely suggestive asks on tumblr, this most certainly wouldn't be awkward.
But both of these things happened, and I don't know how to feel about them. And I don't know what's going on in your head, and I don't like it. I'm worried that you might have some sort of interest in me, and I don't want that to be true because I could neverrr think of you that way. And I wouldn't want to hurt you by rejecting you.
UGH! and this is the reason why I don't like talking to boys. They confuse me and make my head hurt. ]:
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