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The Worst Day of My Life Was Today
Well...I was sick this morning stare ...And I told my mom that I didn't want to go to school surprised ....But the thing is, there's this rule in middle school that if you miss 12 days, you have to go to this recovery thing and make up the work you missed, and if you don't go to it, you get held back rolleyes ! Well see, I had already missed 11 days, and so my mom said that I couldn't stay home because this would be my 12th day xp ...Well, I didn't feel good, and I didn't want to ******** go to school mad ! So I complained and begged my mom to let me stay home, and she kept saying that I had already missed too many days confused ! And I said that I didn't mind going to the recovery thing, as long as I didn't get held back 3nodding . And she said, well, I care if you go or not, because you've still missed a lot of lessons in class and everything, so I was like, well, I told you, I can make it all up neutral ! And she didn't believe me, so I kept complaining, and she got really really mad and started yelling at me stressed ! And I started yelling at her, because there's this nerve in my brain that causes me to yell when someone yells at me scream ---Anyway, so we sat there yelling for an hour, and then my mom started talking about how she was going to give me away, and how I wouldn't be a part of the Bowman family anymore, and how she wasn't going to take care of a girl who can't listen, and all that eek ...And that made me especially sad because I couldn't bare being given away, and having to move away from my family and my friends at school and my Gaian friends and everything crying ! And so I started crying, and she was like GO GET DRESSED BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING TO SCHOOL DAMMIT cry !! And I was like Noooooo, and then she said, fine, ok you can stay home, but you better go to recovery, because I'm not going to have a child who got held back, so I went to my room, and I basically started crying a little bit, but my ipod made it all better whee ...sorta....So now I am sad, and will probably STILL be sad once you all see this sad ...And she really DID mean it about sending me to that foster place...I've already been adopted ONCE, and have already experienced being a foster child ONCE, and I don't want it to happen again cry crying gonk ...
This is probably something I would send to my mom right now if I had the guts to...But I already know she's mad at me...She doesn't know how much I love her to death heart cry 
P.S (Yeah, this isn't a letter, I KNOW THAT, but oh well)...If you make fun of me because I'm adopted, I swear I'm ignoring you...I've been made fun of plenty of times, so I'm sick and tired of it already...You people who have made fun of me about it just don't know how much it hurts to think your real parents gave you away because they didn't like you or something...Trust me, it isn't a good feeling and it stays with you forever crying ....
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u can call and talk to me if u want to, sweatdrop
even though u probably dont want to sweatdrop