I'M SO ******** PISSED RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEOPLE NEED TO JUST STOP WHILE THEY ARE AHEAD WITH THERE s**t TO OTHERS SOMETIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVEN THOUGHT I MAY BE ANGRY RIGHT NOW..... I am also really really really reallllly ******** depressed right now and honestly this sucks really badly. I don't even know what to do. I guess that I'm just all ******** up.... No one deserves me as a friend is how I ******** feel right now (as if anyone would ******** care anyways since I have been gone for so ******** long all you hoes probably forgot about me and could care less a bout me now because y'all probably can move on fast enough and s**t like that so yeah). I feel like I should just go die in a hole somewhere. I'm just putting my feelings down right now, so I don't wind up hurting others or myself by accident (or purpose who ******** knows anymore) because I wouldn't want that (or I might). Actually I am crying right now and cant control myself. I don't know anymore I really don't.... I know that I should talk to someone right now, but i just can't... I'm not very good at showing my feelings to people. i just keep them all balled up.... that's probably why I'm like this in the first ******** place right now. I do tell people if I don't like what they are doing so that is somewhat helpful... But not in all cases...... God I'm seriously depressed right now once I get to thinking about it more and more. The more I ******** think about it the more I get depressed. I just know that I should keep typing right now so I may feel better later (if this even ******** works). So if anyone reads this I'm sorry that if I Keep rambling on. Yeah, I think I'm going to stop now before I worry some of y'all more than I should. Carry on with your own little lives guys even though I know none of you guys ******** read this s**t anyways but hey whatever I don't ******** care in the first place just wanted to get my feelings out. So yeah like my title said ******** you, ******** you, and ******** you... ******** ALL OF Y'ALL.
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