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This feeling that haunts me has gotten too far
Something I can’t let win, something I can’t control
But I’ve got a heart made of steal and no one is gonna stop me
For the better part of me, I’m gonna be alright.
Chasing down the fears that haunt me,
I’m gonna be alright.

Now don’t you waste anymore time
It’s getting late, I’m getting cold, and you’re nowhere in sight
So far, I see, what I’ve been holding back
A love so distant craves me into its darkness
I fear that someday I may not be the best of who I am today

Wait up, the sun is bright and hot.
We must not look back
We must hold on to something sinister to save all we love
I fear, I breathe, I cry, I hold onto all the memories holding me back
She was more than you could ever dream of, you loved her so.
She was the best and you were misunderstood by her selfish heart
I dwell on the moment that lurks at night.

Now don’t you waste anymore time
It’s getting late, I’m getting cold, and you’re nowhere in sight
So far, I see, what I’ve been holding back
A love so distant craves me into its darkness
I fear that someday I may not be the best of who I am today

But if I must fall, and throw it all away, will you be there to catch me?
Will you save me from everything I’ve ever known?
To be a lover, frighten them to their skin and bones, they’ll freeze in time
Its alright darlin’ I’m not scared, I’m not scared, I’m not
Face the truth, its time to let the darkest part get to you

She wanted so much more than you could ever know
Her only true love couldn’t even be enough for her
And she knew it well in her heart that she was wrong
But despise the effort he left her for something much better
And as I grabbed his hand, we walked away
And as I grabbed his hand, we walked away

Now don’t you waste anymore time
It’s getting late, I’m getting cold, and you’re nowhere in sight
So far, I see, what I’ve been holding back
A love so distant craves me into its darkness
I fear that someday I may not be the best of who I am today

How does it feel to die? Do you really wanna know?
Cause I can show you baby. I can show you.
She was more then you could ever ask for.
She was the one you loved.
She was the one you gave my heart too.
Now all that’s left is a shattered heart and a painful past.

She wanted so much more than you could ever know
Her only true love couldn’t even be enough for her
And she knew it well in her heart that she was wrong
But despise the effort he left her for something much better
And as I grabbed his hand, we walked away
And as I grabbed his hand, we walked away

Now don’t you waste anymore time
It’s getting late, I’m getting cold, and you’re nowhere in sight
So far, I see, what I’ve been holding back
A love so distant craves me into its darkness
I fear that someday I may not be the best of who I am today