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Entree #1
Mother made me a journal to keep track of my life, she says it will become handy one day and also help me practice my writing.
Age: 9
Entree #2
Mother and I went to the markets today, she bought me a dress and we made a feast fit for Parkem! Father enjoyed the meal.
Age: 9
Entree #3
IT been a while, not much has happened, been mostly playing with the other kids around town. Father when down into the mine and found what had scared the miners, and old temple to one of the old Dragon Priest. Mother Freaked out and stared praying to Skar that the evil Priest gods will not return.
Age: 10
Entree #4
Mother enrolled me to become a Priestess in training, I will have to go to the Temple of Dovah Alduin and be selected for who I will become a Priestess to. I dont want to leave home....I love it here.
Age: 11
Entree #5
I home now, I had to leave my journal behind as I went to the temple. I did not like it there much, they had me walk around naked for a few days, measuring me and making estimates. They said I will be beautiful with large breast and a beauty matching Rak, saying that it is the mark of Rak and I am to become her Priestess. A girl there said I was lucky, Rak is the goddess of beauty and I will learn from the book of Rak, becoming a master lover and diplomat. I liked her and we sorta became friends. Osley had red eyes and hated it because she was automatically pick to be Dovha Alduin's Priestess. She did not want to become his priestess, no longer having her name. we where hit if we called them by there birthname, we where to call them aar, Slave! that was there name now Slave! I was angered by this. Apparently most go to the Dovha Priest gods... some awaken long enough to take them and use them for pleasure then killing them once they were done. We where told it was to keep them from coming back and ruling us all. I still hate this.
Age: 12
Entree # 6
I have enjoyed being home, after a few months after the temple my breasts stated to come in, the boys began to droll when they look at me and I had to stop playing with my friends, they all where amazed at how fast my breasts where come in. Ive spent most of my time at the market or at home. Today I have to go back to the temple but this time I can take a bag full of stuff I want to bring, They say we will be there for two years this time. Im going to bring my journal and see if I can write it in there. tonight mother is making me a feast that father has gathered from the wilds. I will miss them
Age: 13
Entree #7
Its been a year since my training as started, and we learned how to become a diplomat. I was the best in my class, able to convince a girl that she should strip in the middle of class....It was so funny! one of the boys would not stop looking at her and she was red head to toe..It was mean but the teacher said it did not matter for next year we will learn to embrace nudity as it is the beauty of Rak. We are aloud to go home for a week and its almost over. One of the boys I use to play will gave me a necklace and I think he likes me. Who knows what happens when next year is over.
Age: 14
Entree #8
Well the second year is over, and we learned a lot. one of the first lessons was to embrace the nudity. The High Priestess visited and told us that round the temple when there where no diplomatic meetings, all priestess are naked. I asked why and she said would i cover up a beautiful flower? I said no...She nodded and said we are all beautiful and we should not hide our beauty from Rak as she is the one who gave it to use. after that We stared to study the book of Rak. After all the studying we are to come back once a week and study the book more and in one year, the next Priestess and Priest of Rak will be selected. The teacher said while we are go we should embrace Rak and her knowledge.
Age: 15
Entree #9
I bought a house! I manage to make enough money from going around each city and doing some Rak work, being the grate diplomat that I am. It is wonderful to have my own house for now I can embrace more of Rak and not hide my beauty there. The boy who gave me that necklace two years ago came by one day. he brought some gifts and it was sweet, and interesting. one of them was a wooden member...he said since I was to be a priestess of Rak I should have one. It was interesting but i accepted it, perhaps I can use it to practice some of the things in Raks book. whats interesting about him is he is to become a priest of Hol, the Owl god of wisdom and knowledge. It was said in the book of Rak that Hol is Rak's lover when she is not serving Dovha Alduin. Perhaps I will consider him to become my mate.
Age: 16
Entree #10
I am now a Priestess of Rak, I work in the Temple everyday now, helping city kings with there problems, reading Raks book and sharing my beauty with the other priestess. Part of entrance into become a Priestess of Rak was to give my self to a Hol Priest, just like how Rak gives her self to Hol in there love making.. Ironically that was Jorn, my Hol Priest friend who I had to give my self to. But he will not be my Mate...I have not deiced who it will be, I feel as though no one on Atmora will fit me.
Age: 17
Entree #11
Father passed away yesterday, we honored him with a funeral and sent him out to sea, so that he may go to soverngard in peace. Poor Mother is alone now, I fear that Between my studies and diplomacy that she will fade away. Mother begs me to take a mate, to give her grandchildren, but I have to Explain to her that I have not found someone to be mate, no one fits me. As the days go one, I have more and more offers but I accept none. Jorn jokes that I will have to follow the grate Ysgramor and sail to the mysterious land that he called Tamriel, part of me believes that....
Age: 19
Entree #12
Its been so long since I wrote in this, Mother pasted away a few years ago, its nice that she is now with Father, but I sill miss her. I am also the Head Priestess now, talking to young priestess and priests, keeping peace and again still mate less. I have taken soulless with Jorn who is a wonderful friend and told me a few years ago that he will not take a mate till I do. I fulfill my need for a man with Jorn when I need to, other wise I take comfort from the other Priestess or use the gift Jorn gave me all those years ago. I have a feeling that something will happen soon, I feel Rak telling me..for now I try to keep the peace.
Age:23
Entree # 13
I was right, something was going to happen, the Dovha Priests came back. Its a war....there has not been a war this massive on Atmora since Ysgramor left. Most of the Grohiik, Kadaav, Okaaron, and Ilit priests and priestess are dead, the Dovha Priests and there army of followers and dead killed them all. The rest of us priests and priestess left Atmora. It saddens me that we left. but it was that or our lives. As we where leaving a Priest cried out that Dovha Alduin was here. He jumped overboard, we believe that he is dead. I have not been able to leave Jorns since we left, his is the only thing that is familiar right now. A few days ago he asked to become my mate...I have not answered.
Age: 25
Entree #14
The ship was hit by a storm, and we hit large ice pockets during the storm. I manage to get on some drift wood and manage to get Jorn onto it, but I can feel his life slipping away every time i try to heal him. I fear that Jorn will die before I reach land.
Age: 25
Entree #15
Jorn died yesterday, I never answered him....I would have said yes....but I feel in may heart that Rak would not approve, he is not my mate, but he was my dearest friend. I wonder of Atmora, of the people and citys, I want to forget...forget everything so that I may have some peace. I found my chest of clothing and robes and pulled it on to my drift wood, Ill place my Journal in it so that if others find it they may know of Atmora. I hope Rak gives me my wish.
I am Se'a of Atmora, High Priestess of Rak
May Rak love and guide you.
 Selene Shepard · Sat Jul 12, 2014 @ 09:31am · 0 Comments |
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