So our production of Grease has come to an end, it was alot of Hard work, tears sweat and pain but bundles of fun, i have grown closer to all my fellow castmen, and it has been a distraction from the less than fun aspects of my life. Yesterdays Performance was the best yet, loads of people came to watch lol not all had tickets but oh well, everyone was gonna go down the beach but we didn't i went off with Helen, Matt Ruark glen and jamie to lauras house, laura was silghty hysterical at all the people but twas ok, i left at 11, Jake mark sean and his girlfriend walked me home so was ok. i am truly depressed for numerous reasons, one is that my friends don't understand why i am sad at it being over, well it gave me a purpose and now all i have to do is revise which as sehr not fun. Cast party tonight, drummer is going, everyone doesn;t like him then again everyone didn't like joe and told me stuff bout him, and now we are not together everyones singing his praises. And im Pissed at sammy for inviting kerri, its not that i dont want her to come its just she invited joe when on numerous occasions i have said that i am SO so so uncomfortable in his presence. Everyone said my song was good, and i suprised them with my capability to sing, the dancng sucked though but then again its only dancing. the Acting was fanomninal, Jamie especially but Louise was by farthe best in my opinion. oh well i sit in my fortress of solitude getting more depressed by the minute, hmmmmm what to wear, think ill wear my black dress with my black sparkly top.
 InsanityPlease · Sat Dec 04, 2004 @ 02:50pm · 3 Comments |
