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"If I ever push you away, I don't really mean to. When I tell you I don't want to talk about it, I do. I am just looking for the right words. Give me a minute and if I can tell you, I will. I try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. At the moment, I am working on the ratio. When I get really quiet sometimes it is because I have to much to say. I have thought of too many things to tell you all at once and I don't know what to say first. I get immaturely jealosu of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. I miss you really easily, but I also like that we can be apart and we a still both okay. Space is good too. I love the way we love some of the same things. My head is comlicated pile of thoughts and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled up nostalgia for the past and, somehow, the future. I am flawed and I am human and I am broken and I am trying and I am one person and I am two hands and I am one heart. And I love you and I am so glad you are here." -Scarlet Eskew

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