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You're snoring right now and you sleep so sweetly.
I don't think I've ever appreciated the calmness that comes with you resting,
But its nice to see you look so relaxed.

Nothing is better than curling up beside you and spending the night cuddling
While you breathe heavily in my ear

Your beard rubs against my neck,
And it tickles in a way that doesn't make me want to laugh
But to somehow curl even closer.

We're thinking about making a move to Richmond
and I'm so excited.

A big move, but not so big that we won't know anyone.
I'm grateful to have you.

I'm grateful for this honesty and how we seem to lay everything out flat.
I know I do.
I'm so up front with my emotions and thoughts and actions with you
And quite frankly, I didn't think I'd ever be so open with someone
But you make it easy and you tell me its preferred and I know even if I say something you may not want to hear, you value it.

And I value you.
And I love you.
And I know that people promise forever with everyone they date,
But I hope this promise is one that comes to fruition.
Because I can see a lifetime with you because we have the communication, and we have the passion, and we have the honesty and the hope and everything you need to make things last.

And this is something new.
And this is something scary.
And this is something I never thought possible,
But I love you and I mean that in a way I haven't experienced.

Those cliches, though so cliche, hold some truth that I never expected to walk in and live on a daily basis.

You'll get all of my love forever if you want it.
And I'm so thankful for that, John Joseph Bernotas.