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Tell me everything you want me to be and i won't let you swing.
Show me all you can do to enhance the beauty of the spring.
I am the glare you wanted to avoid; you see me as a ray of joy in sorrow;
I blinded you, let's take the pall off from your grievous eyes
And flinch away from all your nightmares, from all your woes.

What's what you used to tell me when i mourned?

'My passings were the wishes my incessant fire burnt
When all my soul and body began again to shatter.'
You stopped me from decaying. A deep look in your eyes:
I was a fish you loved to watch, a fish who needed water...
But i was drowning in the sea and then you rescued me.
I started then to derive pleasure every time you smiled at me,
I only loved to gaze at all you're doing; i daydreamt about you;
Still i am just a human who aches for you since you were gone.

I want no one to replace you, no pictures nor anythings new!

Now few memories remained unimpaired by my own weakness,
So i shall live my life with you in brightest happiness.
I know you're back; i feel you get your breath again back,
The grief, the worries, all dark incubus are eventually gone.
You hug me once again and say: i'm happy you are back.