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20. What is the hardest thing you're dealing with?

That's a tricky question. I can't really say I have too many bad things in my life. I don't currently have anything that is truly bringing me down. I guess the thing that I can answer this with would be my self image. My body has always been an issue for me, I feel uncomfortable around people, and it sometimes makes me awkward. I have a really hard time looking at myself as pretty even though I think everyone is pretty in their own way. It makes me a little sad sometimes, but I get over it pretty quickly. I wish that I could just accept myself and be proud of who I am, but every time I've tried that, I've failed. I guess only time will tell.

21. Today I wish I had more ___.

I wish I had more time. I know that probably sounds silly, but I wish that time would stop sometimes. I had my boyfriend over and he had to go home but I really didn't want him to. I guess I should probably learn because, he's always going to have to go home at some point, but, I never want to let him go because I miss him too much.

22. Tomorrow will be better because ____.

Yesterday was wonderful. I think today will be better because I have today off and I don't have to worry about going to work. And on top of that, my boyfriend may come over and I can see him for a little while which, as always, would make today perfect.