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not even sure why after all this time I'm bothering to add a journal entry

no one's gonna see it

and yet

I don't want anyone to see it

but I won't change it to private

so instead, I won't write anything that would cause me more grief

but I feel like words I won't even begin to type

dot dot dot

I don't know when I'm gonna go to bed, or that if I laid down, could I even sleep?

so I'm just gonna listen to these two songs over and over again and whatever

right now, it's [Dubstep Remix] Monster - Meg & Dia
the other song is Laura Pausini's Tra Te E Il Mare

I'm listening to both via Spamano AMVs on youtube