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Less than a Month
Until Lent is over. I'll take my small victories where I can get them. Some things I feel good about, others I could stand to improve in. The urge to sing along with the songs that pop in my head is strong, but I've been able to resist(for the most part). I'm not just outright craving anything I gave up, unless I see someone with a basket full of debbie snacks. We even made it to Stations of the Cross, last Friday. It was nice, it's been years since we last were able to make it, and there's something about visiting those moments, trying to really picture them, that makes me want to do better. But that's the way it's supposed to anyways, right? My sister Amanda even made it, and the only time she puts forth the energy to make it to church is for funerals and weddings. I would like to read my bible more, make those words a part of me, when normal me falls short. I've also been getting off the internet later than 2 a.m. x_x It's harder than I thought it would be, and I get mad with myself for not being able to just stop what I'm doing and close the window, shut down the computer. The fact that the computer has been crashing a lot doesn't help either. So now I am looking forward to getting the kitchen ready for Easter. Nothing like prep work, to make the time fly by even faster.
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