Broken, shattered, scattered and dead,
floating now, here, not knowing where I head,
My heart has cracked, snapped, into two,
the source of my love, the source was for you,
you've given it back, mangled and marked,
I think I'll go now, i'll return to the dark,
not the the life I used to have, no,
I've shunned it now, banished like you, me,
my heart has died, no longer it flows,
no longer are you there, to give the light it had seen,
You've taken it off, and kept it now, why?
I think I'll say hello, to my lord in the sky....
floating now, here, not knowing where I head,
My heart has cracked, snapped, into two,
the source of my love, the source was for you,
you've given it back, mangled and marked,
I think I'll go now, i'll return to the dark,
not the the life I used to have, no,
I've shunned it now, banished like you, me,
my heart has died, no longer it flows,
no longer are you there, to give the light it had seen,
You've taken it off, and kept it now, why?
I think I'll say hello, to my lord in the sky....
-Tatiana....why? I love you, I mean it, why don't you belive me?! Are you trying to help me somehow?! I'll wait for you, my love, I'll wait! I don't care how long, I have to, I'll wait! Please don't stop loving me....please....?
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Someone to care for someone to bind
the lonely corpse to that would cherish and hold
It's lasting essence and its remaining gold
Spilling and leaving a trail of desire
Leading to a place with a coldstone fire
Jump into flame and witness the sight
Of the girl's head and of this girl's plight
Mixed up mind and teared up soul
Smiling quietly to the one that will hold
Her heart forever not letting go
Sorry to have made the one she loved cry
Maybe she should just let her soul die
Vomitting sickness worrying head
How can this girl rest in her bed?
Waiting to hear him somehow and someday
Please consider this as something made from the heart Juan okay?
-I know I shouldn't have said those things...but I am worried sick...and I am close to vomitting..I want to call..but I'm banned from calling you after what I have done..I don't know if you'll ever read this...and someone else might but who cares? I was frustrated and angry at everything around me. I needed to blow it off somehow and I couldn't bottle it up a little longer when talking to you..I'm sorry..I don't think you'll take it to heart but..I'm really really sorry. If you never forgive me I'll understand. I wouldn't forgive myself either. PLEASE BE ALRIGHT!!! PLEASE!!