*sigh*Life is great. Reeeeeally great. If you are mentally retarded and can't literally taste the sarcasm of those words, they are sarcastic. I've been healing from my most recent Suicide Attempt and life was going pretty good. Then, out of no where, my father starts a fight with me, pissing me off and making me wish I could just die already. No one would weep the loss of a ghost. A nobody. Somebody as worthless as I has little impact on the world let alone on a website. I have been in a terrible mood for hours and not even fresh air makes me feel better. Not even talking about the stupid s**t I've done when I was high/drunk made me happy. My resolve is crumbiling. It's amazing I've last this long. Being useless and unloved is getting old.
Diisaster In E Minor · Wed May 17, 2006 @ 11:27pm · 2 Comments |