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Tonight I write my Fate in a book of tortured lies and tales of evil beings. I sign my name with crimson red running from the inflicted wound. Dwelling upon the thought of life and death in a world of the damned.
[portal to Izzy's Heart]
how is it that you can meet someone so perfect in a fantasy land and yet in reality- you can't?

I love Demo. With everything i have i love him. He's my real life best friend, he's my gaian fiance, he's my confidant and means the world to me. And yet, we live with 23 states between us and the only things connecting us are the telephone and the computer.

He just makes me feel so genuinely peaceful and happy. And i can truely say that he brings out hte best in me and always cheers me up no matter the reasoning behind my sadness.

I want that.. I want that tangable happiness...

And one day, i will. And He keeps reassuring me of that and i love that he only wants the best for me.

[/end portal to izzy's heart]

i just really feel that he was meant to be in my life.
Strange feeling, and i don't get them often being a non-religous person.
However i do.
And we almost didin't meet.

Apparently, he got denied to go into one of the branches of militarybecause he's an immigrant.

and to think... i was |_____| <- that close to never have meeting him.








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Demorphius
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commentCommented on: Fri May 19, 2006 @ 06:28am
;____; That honestly made me feel all special inside..

T 3T I love you, too.. Meeting you here was the coolest thing that ever happened. Personally, I never thought we'd get this far when you came into my charity.. crying heart heart

I'll always be there for you. Even though I can't physically be there to hug you when you're alone, I can hug you with my words.. Though they're mostly cursing, I make it so they bring a true smile on your face, and not offend you.. I love you. gonk heart


commentCommented on: Fri May 19, 2006 @ 06:31am

i love you.
and i'm glad i made you feel special.
and i never thought we'd get so far together either.



insperation.suicide
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