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last night, i was up until around . . . . i dunno. . . . i started getting sleepy around 10 or so, just after my older bros friend came over. . . . i wanted to be up all night since it was a friday and all. . . . but i knew i had counciling in the morning. . . . so for the next hour or so i tried to get comfortable and go to sleep, but alas, it was not until i decided to sleep without my pajama bottoms on that i actually fell asleep. . . . i can never sleep without pants on and when i do, i usually have freaky dreams. . . . last night was no exception . . . . i swear, dreams where you are in just your underwear (a black bra and whatever underwear) and standing in front of your family and realizing that you havent shaved or showered in forever is soooooo odd, and gross. . . . . yeah, so then i woke up around 5:30 (damn habit iv gotten myself into this past week) threw on my pants and went back to sleep. . . . . woke up around 9. . . . still way too early, but my mom decided she was going to start getting me up for my counciling appointment, despite that i was already awake. . . . tried to get back to sleep until around 10, at which point i let tai in my room, only to be ignored upon his discovery that my windows were wide open. . . . .
anywho, i left around 10:40 for my counciling appointment at 11. . . . the councilor lady had my mom come back with us for a while this time and what not. . . . . then after my mom had spoken for a really long time, she suggested that we bring rick in one of these times. . . . so there they both go talking about rick coming in and us trying to sort through some of the s**t. . . . which just really pissed me off. . . . . then finally my mom left and we did a couple of . . . . i guess they could be called "exercises" but i dunno. . . . i had to draw 3 doors on a piece of paper. then for the first door i had to think of one of the worst things iv got to get through, the second-one of the best things that could ever happen to me right now, and the third - a helper, could be a place, a person, or a thing. . . . then we did another "exercise" where i had to list the positives about me and the negatives. . . .
all of the exercises she has me do are always so hard!! so, iv now had wendy's for lunch and am back home. . . . before 1pm. . . . geoff's up, rick's home (he didnt come home last night and i was sooooo happy . . . . .) i think greg's at work, and i have nothing to do except hope that people contact me about seeing the devince code. . . .
although, i suppose i could be working on my basket for art stare and geoff wont shut his door and im getting very angry at his crap "music" . . . . ******** a**, there when my partially good mood. . . .
im sleepy. . . . but im too awake to get back to sleep. . . .
Unni Ineo · Sat May 20, 2006 @ 05:54pm · 0 Comments |
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