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"dear diary, mood: apathetic, my life is spiraling downward, i couldent get enough money to go to the Bloodlit Romance and Suficate Me Dry concert, it sucks cause they play some of my favorate songs lik "stab my heart because i love you", "depart my soul", and of corse "stabby rip stab stab", and it dosent help that i couldent get my hair to do that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band can do, somedays"
I'm an emo kid non-conforming as can be, you'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like me, i have paint on my nails, and makeup on my face, i'm almost emo enough to start shaveing my legs, cause i feel really deep when i'm dressing in drag, i call it freedom of expression most just call me a f**, cause our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dikes, caus emo is one step below transfesdite
stop my breathing and slit my throat, i must be emo, i dont jump around when i go to shows, i must be emo
im dark and sensitive with low self-esteem, the way i dress makes everyday feel like holloween, i have no real problems but i like to make-beleve, i stole my sisters mascara now i'm grounded for a week, sulking and wrighting poetry are my hobbys, i cant get through a hophburn hights album without sobbing, girls keep breaking up with me, its never any fun, they say they already have a p***y they don't need another one
stop my breathing and slit my throat, i must be emo, i dont jump around when i go to shows, i must be emo, dyeing my hair and polish on my toes, i must be emo, i play gutar and wright suicide notes, i must be emo
"my life is just a black abyss, you know, its just so dark, and its sufficating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightaning its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans, which look great on me by the way"
when i get depressed i cut my wrists in every direction, hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection, i write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses, i tell my frends i bleed black, and cry during classes, im just a bad, cheep, imitation of god, give me Catcher In The Rye and watch me jack off, i wear skin-tight clothes while hateing my life, if i said i like girls i'd only be half right
i look like i'm dead, and dress like a homo, i must be emo, screw X-box i play old school nintendo, i must be emo, i like to wine and hit my parentals, i must be emo, me and my frends all look like clones, i must be emo
"my parents dont get me, ya know, they think i'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy, well, a couple guys, but i mean its the two thousands, cant two or four dudes make out with eachother without being gay, i mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyway, i don't know diary, sometimes i think your the only one that gets me, YOUR MY BEST FREND, ps i feel like tacos"