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Sometimes I wonder why people are the way they are..it doesn't make sense..its like u can always hurt the person that will forgive u. That's not fair. Or u can always feel sorry for someone. I hate it when people feel sorry for me. I really do. Which is why I don't tell anyone much about me cuz I don't want sympathy. I hate sympathy. So I don't say anything. I never will. I'm keeping my secrets to myself. The last time I told anyone one of my secrets I lost a friend. I've lost too many friends to say anything. This is why I have such a hard time trusting people. Everyone I know has let me down. I can't trust them. Especially the ones I love I can't trust the most. I don't want them to look at me different like I was something else.