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jaiy I am scared to tell you this, because I know it is a guilt trip and not fair for you to know because I am a burden.

I am more depressed, less calm, and not myself without you in my life.
Your everything to me, I love you more then you believe of what I would do for you.

Their is no body who can fill that half of my heart like you can.
You're the one who I haved seeked in my life.
You're the guy I want to spend the rest of my life with.

I don't know how to think, how to stay in the calm state you put me in.
I feel like I am going crazy without by myside..
I need you and more then as a friend.
Their is a pain in my heart without you.
I am very sorry, you have no idea how much it hurts me that I have hurt you.

heart "Anta wa Julion wa aishite" heart