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I know this may be a strange thing to say but i wish i had an enemy. I wish some one would walk up to me and slap me in the face. Then i would have reason to strike someone, over and over and over again. I think it's human nature to fight, but most people use words. Well i'm no good with words. I have no agressive out-let. It's really frusterating, because sometimes i just wan't to forget all my morals. I am disturbed in this way and others, i know that. There are people i dislike but there is never an oppertunity. None but that in my mind. It calms my to think of what i'd do them if given the chance. But alas, even if that chance came i wouldn't be able to harm them. I would be to afraid. I would believe their words and justify their actions to my faults. This hurts my inside.