yup. um. im not so lonely anymore. i spent most of the day with stepmom. i went over to her house and we loaded up picture after picture out of each of my two most recent sketchbooks. then we dyed my hair blue.
having second thoughts about dying my hair but too late now. my "mom" didnt give me a definite answer on dying my hair earlier, but now shes told me that she had said no. thats the problem in my house, one of my many issues with making decisions, is that nothing is ever definite with anyone in my house until its too late.
yeah, and i remembered that iv gotta go to the councilor on monday. i do not want to go looking emo. that will bring up things that i dont think are problems and things i dont feel like talking about. actually, i really just dont want to see the councilor at all, but especially not like this.
anywho, so yar. my deviant art is almost up to date with my sketchbooks. . . . almost. . . . still need to get the other 47 drawings actually onto my page. but at least theyve been scanned in.
im soooo tired gonk
im not ready to go to sleep though.
yarg. . . . maybe ill read that mystery novel i got. . . . if only my eyes didnt sting. i always get so tired when im around people for prolonged amounts of time gonk its not fair!! if i spend all day alone, i feel wide awake. if i spend a few hours with people, i get really tired. and then i get all emo because i feel like i wasted a day by hanging out with people and cant do anything later because im soo tired . . . . so then i feel a need to sleep but then i cant sleep or i feel like doing something but cant out of tiredness and yeah.
o and peacemaker has started up again!! i hafta go by the tv's schedule now but at least i get to watch it.
sians b-day is coming up!! still need to get her present but yeah. . . . tai is on the couch all sleepy cute like!! o and on wednesday (same day as sians party) is xiao's and my first nudie class!! i still need to get my supplies for the class. . . . and my supplies for my ap summer work. . . .
hehe, runaway bride is on (almost over, actually) . . . . i like this movie. . . . actually, i like a lot of romantic comedies. . . . and 80's teen movies!! and lots of other things. . . .
i wonder what my horoscope says. . . . i havent checked all of the sites i usually check religiously. . . .
my horoscope (id actually read it yesterday and before i left for sabrina's) 06/04/2006 Being critical just isn't for you -- you're all about creativity and action, not analyzing to death or talking through things like a sports commentator after the game. You are the show! but now that iv actually gone through today, it makes more sense to me. . . . and i see that it did happen. . . . . but as usual, i go back later and analyze everything and change my mind or regret or fret or gerageaveoainfr eisajfoweiksjfkiesjfkslfj
and tomorrow's
06/05/2006 Trouble in a partnership forces you to reevaluate your principles. In the process, archaeological finds of fossilized ideas give you new inspiration for how to evolve productively and increase heart size.
i think from now on, i should start out entries with the day's horoscope and then end with the next day's horoscope. . . .
awww kitty 4laugh heart whee sweatdrop
Unni Ineo · Mon Jun 05, 2006 @ 05:44am · 2 Comments |