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06/05/2006 Trouble in a partnership forces you to reevaluate your principles. In the process, archaeological finds of fossilized ideas give you new inspiration for how to evolve productively and increase heart size. 06/06/2006 Feelings of mafioso-like grandeur, along with a wish to settle old debts, sweep over you today. Flex your muscles, then remember that this just isn't your image of yourself. So don't choose brute force, you gentle soul.
wow, today was insane. . . . actually everyday for the past who-knows-how-long has been insane. . . . some in a good way, but most in a bad way. its been really weird ever since school let out. iv been so busy, i cant relax or anything. if i havent been out running around, i turn all emoish. iv spent a few days gone practically all day and into the night. of course, spending all day gone makes me feel like time is passing by so quickly and that i havent done anything and what not. maybe thats why i go on random drawing sprees. because they give me something to show for my time and at the same time, its doing something i love. i love to be near my friends hanging out a lot. but after spending a lot of time with them, i start to get a lil stressed out or depressed. and when all thats over with, i have nothing to show for my time except memories. and my memories fade away so quickly that iv got nothing left after the time is through. anywho, iv been doing all sorts of things, not just spending time with friends, since school let out. iv had to take SAT's one morning, which turned into spending not only the whole morning testing, but the whole afternoon with my "mom" and then spending the rest of the evening and night being all emo and what not. . . . or was that when i began my drawing spree? the day after i spent at Sabrina's all day and semi-late into the night. . . . and the next day i wasted i think. i dont remember. o i wasted an hour at the councilor's. and then today i spent with jordan and sabrina at the mall and then went to the art store with my "mom" . . . . tomorrow ill hafta go to an art class early in the morning and then ill have a few hours before ill hafta head over to rave and spend who-knows-how-long with the family for sian's b-day. i still dont know if im gonna spend the night or not. if i ever decide, it will be last minute-ish. . . . chances are it will turn out something like this: a call to sian's around 11pm. "mom": when do you want to come home? or do you just want to spend the night? will you be able to get any sleep? what are you doing right now? are you ready to be picked up now? me: i dunno. um. . . . . uhhhhhhh. . . . *looks around* um. . . . and then ill make some decision. . . . either it will be something like "i guess you could come get me now/in a little while. " or "erm. i dunno. . . .gahar. . . um. . . im gonna spend the night, i guess"
gah when was the last time i had a decent sleep!? gonk seriously. . . . my back is screwed up so if i lay in bed for more than six hours, i end up in pain. . . . and then there's so little time to sleep and its so hard to fall asleep until the wee hours of the morning. . . . tomorrow, we are all dead. . . . sian's mom will kill me for the items that i got sian and then sian and her mom will kill all of us for the joke item. . . . anywho, id go into more detail, but the presents are a surprise and id type a lot more if i werent so tired, could remember everything i was going to say, and didnt hafta get up in the morning. . . .
06/07/2006 Some days, getting dirty and thoroughly cleaning your room sounds like heaven. So pump up the music, shake out the dust and make sure that you can not only see the whole floor, but that you know where you put stuff.
Unni Ineo · Wed Jun 07, 2006 @ 05:59am · 0 Comments |
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