so matt's school is now saying i can't go to prom cuz i'm an "outsider". both our parents are pissed the ******** off since matt's mom spend over $100 on a tux for matt, and i spent over $300 on a dress, shoes, jewelry, and a hair appointment.
both our parents are bugging the hell out of perkins, so maybe i'll be able to go but we don't know yet. even if i can't go, matt's parents say they'll take me and matt to some fancy place in boston where we can get all dressed up.
matt promised me he wouldn't go to prom...and he promised to tell the staff Mary to lay off since she's wicked flirty with him. i want matt to go to prom and have fun..but at the same time i don't want him to go if I can't...
i'll be so upset if he ends up going..and dancing with Mary. i just don't think he knows how to say "no". she even wrote him a letter...telling him that she wants him to go to prom even though i couldn't. part of that makes me pissed too. STUDENTS aren't allowed to write notes to other students, and we can't touch eachother. but MARY and other staff can write notes to the students and hug them.
i feel like i'm being too controlling, but at the same time i'm just so upset about all this bullshit. i couldn't even get any drugs this morning because they took the stuff i take off the shelf. the only other thing on the shelf w/ DXM in it was an $8 box of tylenol flu pills, and i only had $7. evil i'm having a not so good week.
 The Narcoleptic Pandabear · Mon Jun 05, 2006 @ 02:11pm · 0 Comments |
