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Okay Gaia, you not saving my journal entries when I hit submit is getting annoying.

On top of that my car is acting up and while I have the money to fix it, I am really frustrated with having to pour even more money into it especially I really, really wanted to get my art business off the ground. It's discouraging really, like the world is telling me I can't be myself, I have to slowly wither away until I am nothing more than a shadow. And then also I took a ton of pictures of my existing art and most of the black and white pieces look terrible. They are so low quality. And I look at all the amazing pieces on DeviantArt and that just depresses me more that I don't have the time to develop my skill to that level, just for a horrible job that treats me like crap. I would kill just to be able to work on my art.

And also it doesn't help that having to go back and retype my journal entries sucks up time ya know I could be spending on drawing.

I am going to keep it short since I don't have alot of time and I still have a few things to work on. I may pull all-nighter soon just to catch up. At least school is still relatively light. I can't wait to get my equipment so I can actually start this thing, unless my car decides it needs another 800$ fix. Buying a new car isn't an option right now.