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Man, i know most of you don't really care, but heck...it's a journal.

i was supposed to break up with my bf on the last day of school... (june 8th) but being me, i didn't. i mean, i was going to do it cuz i'm not gonna see him over the summer or next year, so what's the point?!? so yea. i just couldn't do it. and the worst part is that he was drop dead gorgeous that day!!! I'm serious, he had his droopy curly hair, all messy, and he had his green contacts on, not hazel, i mean GREEN!!! OMG, i thought i was gonna die. and to this day, i still haven't done it, i'm too big a coward. i mean, he's totally sweet, and really funny. the other thing is that he hasn't called cuz he knows ima do it cuz some chick named rachael told him everything...i hate her for that, and i haven't had the nerve to call him either...i'd feel bad to just leave it like this...to leave him wondering you know? well, i'm going to try to do it tomorrow..better late than never! well, i'm still a bit confuzed about wether i should do it, cuz i really luv him, but then again, it'll never work out if we don't see eachother and yea.... and if i do break up with him, should we still be friends or something? if you actually read this whole thing, tell me what you think!