I am alone alone in the world alone in my mind and alone in my heart I'm alone when I wake alone as I live alone as I finally meet the darkness I'm alone with myself alone without family alone without friends and truly alone in a room full of people I've been alone everywhere all the time for as long as I care to remember I'm alone in my life alone with horrors all alone in my horrors I don't want to be alone I hate it I plain as day ******** hate it I hate having nobody to talk to I hate that there's nobody to hug me with comfort and tell me everything's going to be okay I hate not having anybody to share my dreams with I hate not having any dreams I hate that when I scream, I scream suicide and that I'm screaming into emptiness I hate that there is nobody to hear my scream and that there's nobody to help me to stop screaming I hate that what I've turned into in my loneliness is killing me or that It has killed me or is going to kill me soon and that nobody will care when I do die I hate that I will die alone full of regrets and guilt I will die alone in my horrors I hate being alone I ******** hate it
MusicForMurderers · Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 01:20pm · 2 Comments |