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SO i kno that i haven't updated this in the longest time but there have been alot of things that have been happening in my life.
I started grade nine and it was ok. I felt really left out since all my friends like left me and i felt alone.
A few times i had suicidal thoughts but i ended up forgetting them.
I realized that although no one else liked me, GOD was up in the heavens above and he wouldn't like to see his children kill themselves ruthlessly. And that all of those who cared for me so much would break down and it would be my fault.

I also had some really depressing days., where i just broke into tears and msg ppl ttill i fell asleep and i was so depressed that i practically screwed up my life for like a month.
anyways i feel much better now that i have better friends.

yu still have all of me- BPL