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So I had my first day of teaching today and I was not really that fond of it.
I mean the kids were okay, and my partner teacher was nice, but it just didnt feel right. I felt like I just should be somewhere else.. like I couldn't see myself there.
And its weird that I feel werid even admitting that outloud. Everyone that is with me is so passionate and Im just going through the motions.
But what would I do other than this? I have no idea.
Sucks to be a 20 something old person because you have so much pressure to just finish school and have a career and start your real life and most of the time its not even for yourself its for other people to know that you have accomplished something.

Ugh..

I'm not sure what to even say, but Im not happy about it.