I'm not sure how to deal with this feeling.
It's one thing to know that you're leaving a big part of your history behind, and that it will no longer be there, and you will be upset.
It's another thing to actually go through these feelings.
I try not to think about it too much anymore, but honestly, I want to go home. I want to go to my house, up the porch, through the front room, look at the mirrors on one wall and the windows on the other. Walk to the dining room, that could either take me to the kitchen or the other side of the house. In the back of my mind I can see the hallway, and look into my room and the bathroom, my mom's room behind me.
If I could go there, I'd go straight to my room and want to sit down. It really sucks to want to go back, and knowing that even when we do go back, what I always knew, won't be there anymore. I know that the world's pretty crazy right now, but I can't help feeling this way anyway.
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3/19/10
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