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June 23



Thug

Whats a true thug? A man held up by strength? Or a boy trying to hide his fear and doubt that he has any futurer?

I was lookin for a thug. Someone to help me hold my own, but be there if i needed protection. I see thats not what they are,thats not what they do. They arent who you see them to be. Inside there depressed searching for sumin to help them hold on. To look good to the girl and look tough to the guys. Money, sellin drugs, stealin. They do it because maybe they just dont see. How good they can be. They think they have no future. That they're never gonna get better. They get a girl pregnent then say its not there own.
So when do they start to change. To see its not real? Do they see the pain they cause. To family and friends. do they see the pain they cause to a girl who cares about them?

So please tell me this, for anyone whos reading. What if you get shot? Think about what could happen to your family. The streetz not the way to live when you can do better then that. Unless your mentaly retarded but then u wouldnt even do that,do what your doing dealing on the streetz. Fighting in gangs thinkin you can make it to the top. But what good is that? For people to fear your name. Is that all you want? Tell me what is your goal? To get money? Is that all its worth? I just want to know what wrong...